i dreamt about weird hotels, complexes, apartments, office buildings and coridoors that stretch on forever again...this time there was an alligator in the airducts, male prostitutes in the toilets, people i'd never met before looking at me strangely. i dont know why either... then there was this guy with grey hair and one of those silly masks with the moustace attached and the eyebrows... he was tall and wearing this old black suit, with a white shirt, black tie...and he was smiling at me but didnt say anything just stood there in the middle of the coridoor...i kept walking and walking through the coridoors and opening doors into sunlight rooms
which is werid cause i was sure that it was night time when i couldnt see outside
there were fire extinguishers, and they were black
i realised that they were to put out the fires started by subversives like me
and i started moving faster
thinking maybe that the guy in the suit was waiting for me to start a fire
and he knew that i would, sooner or later, he was expecting it and thats why he was smiling at me
then i came to the end of the coridoor and had to break through the door on the left
i was convinced that they were coming for me but every time i turned around i couldnt see anyone behind me...anything but that endless coridoor, the doors leading into sunlit rooms, so bright that you wouldnt wanna stay in there
so i ran into the door on the left but it was dark
this made me happy.
i walked slowly into the room, it felt like a broom closet or something
but it seemed to grow as i walked into it
the more i pushed, with my presence, the more the room would expand...i could just see a few feet in front of me
but i knew that this room could grow forever
as long as i kept expanding
it would grow around me to fit me in
if i kept exploring, the room would create mroe for me to discover
forever
so i keep walking
and then i stop. and i realise that i'm at the ledge of this huge cliff
i can feel the ground beneath me
its hard rock and red dust...and the little specks of red dust are tumbling over the edge
and everything else that i can see is stars
i walk forward and look down
nothing but stars
but i feel comfortable
safe and happy
like i'm in my place
MY PLACE
it was a really intense kinda feeling.....like nothing you can have in the city
or the burbs or even towns
i leap off the edge
and wake up!
AudryAutonomy 2666
Resistance Rising is a look into our lives with an incomplete but comprehensive critique with a foundation in primitivist thought. To be a radical, is to be at the root, to search for the foundations of the systems of control, and to dismantle them. At this point, leftism has proven itself to be reliant upon failing, and worse yet, grounded in the maintenance of systematic manipulation.We, as radicals, must go deeper, and began to cast off our ideological shackles that have bound us to a history of repetition and drudgery. Resistance is not revolution. Revolution, even the most radical ones we have been taught about, at times requires ideologies that bind us into boxes, crushing any creativity and true desire, secretly creating hierarchies of importance with our own lives. Resistance comes from a deeper, more primal place.
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